I’ve been struggling for a few weeks now, and it’s not for any reason I can really name. Somehow I am entrenched in feeling helpless in controlling anything. I have been overwhelmed, over stimulated, short, unfocused, a little panicky, my nervous system isn’t doing the job I want it to. (Which is basically to shut down all my feelings and let me power through as usual) I feel like no matter what I do, the kids want to rebel, or defy. And I sit here frustrated, asking God how I am doing this...

43 years since Mark Andrew Thomas came into this world. The 6th time this day has passed since his death. Most days I walk through life...

The thing about me that drove Mark the craziest is that I am independent. He couldn't always handle that I made my own decisions, that I...